I thought about quitting last night. This whole challenge. And music in general. It can never sustain itself, it's too high then too low.
I thought about what Esther might say that. She would probably just smile. She has a great smile. It's very reassuring.
Esther and I have started a holiday. It's like Thanksgiving, but instead you just have a Guiness and talk. It's Thanks-guiness.
Esther has a knack for pulling out my wit. When I'm around her I'm always at my funniest for some reason. It's probably her smile that does it. This song could have been quite silly. But I wanted to write a SONG, not a "song". Not something quite goofy. I've been feeling stressed the last couple days, like I can't relax. I can't sleep either.
So I wrote about the other way Esther makes me feel. She makes me feel reassured. She's the person I go to when it gets hard. Basically I go to her to drink beer and whine. That's really what this song is about but in saying that I probably ruined it's beauty.
It is a beautiful song. The best I've written this week.
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